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  • Jun. 7th, 2010 at 9:38 PM
Reita


  

Welcome to my journal!
In my journal I write about pretty much any damn thing that comes into my head, 
so if you don't understand...well, you can dare to ask?
I write about everything from my everyday, my current obsessions, my out look on random things in everyday life, complete and utter insanity and randomness (my first entry is about chapstick for heaven's sake!), and then I may  have entries that have basically purpose at all...

All I ask is, that if you add me,
don't forget about me:(
Comment every once in a while! I don't like to feel like I am forgotten...
I will most likely comment on your journals too because if I add you back, I must at least like you or 
find you are interesting...

"Confusion rules this shifting age
And uproar fills the town
My thoughts of you are drowning in the noise
How could you know?
Why should you know me?"

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  • Dec. 14th, 2009 at 4:40 PM
♥Meevs ♥
hey everyone! Please vote for my car and help me win $ for college!!!!! You can vote every twenty four hours until December 22!!!!

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  • Jan. 29th, 2009 at 7:06 PM
♥Meevs ♥
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'Ello My Pets ^^

  • Jul. 4th, 2008 at 10:22 AM
piano

     It has been a LONG time...I am guessing it has been over a year, but I am too lazy to look. So much has happened this year...I don't even know where to begin. I fell in love more than once...Got my heart broken. Unfotunately, i am still trying to work my way out of the second one but I am not being so sucessful. It hurts...A lor. I have gotten into a lot of trouble...had a lot of fun...but this year has been mostly stressful and has left me one emotional mess. I have never been so glad for a year to be over. Umm..I really don't know what to say. Thinking back on this year has put me in a weird moon. Right now I am trying to fix myself nd fix things that I have fucked up with the people I love. I got hurt...more than I can explain...but i hurt a lot of people without realizing it this year. Everything happened so fast...I've been moving like a whirlwind through this year and at times I was blind to what was really happening. There are some things I feel I will never be able to make right...never atone for...I can never redeem myself and that haunts me. But i deserve it. Everything has happened so fast, but at the same time, this year has seemed eternally long. I have learned a lot, but I am as confused as ever. I can't really explain, but yea.

    I am going to go for a run now. Becuase there is nothing better when I am conused, sad, or angry...or all of the above. I love to run fast...until it no longer hurts to breath because it is no longer a matter of the body but of the mind.

Jul. 17th, 2007

  • 10:51 AM
♥Meevs ♥
Hello again!
Day 5!!!!!!!!! I have been running everyday for 5 days! OUCH! My legs hurt! I also ran last night. I was reallly mad at my family, so I decided to go for a run to cool off. I ran the WHOLE loop near my house without stopping. I have never been able to do that before. Usually I can't even do half that. I also walked around a lot and then ran a bit again. I feel happy about that. but now I am sore...owww...the adrenaline of being pissed has worn off. It was harder to run this morning.

Anyway, I dropped my phone in a creek yesterday! And it broke! That doesn't really matter because I found out I am getting a new plan. However, I was not very happy at first becauuse it's not Verison and almost all you guys have Verison. I can only call you for free between 7am and 7pm and on weekend. I guess that's not too bad b/c we're in school. but I also get free unlimited text so I can text you all day long...muhahahahaahah. The other good thing is that its a razor phone...I got a pink one! and it's a camera phone. I don't know my number yet, but I know it won't be as easy to remember like my old one was. I liked that number. that's another reason I am mad about changing phones. I will let you all know what my new number is when I get my phone Thursday. Oh, and I am also mad about losing all the pictures I took on my old phone. :(

I am getting a hair cut today! wooo hoo! Ok sorry. random. Anyway, I leave for UCLA in about a week and a half. I am nervous! LA...I am going to get mugged! *knocks wood* But hey, maybe I'll se Gackt! Hahahaha! Seriously doubt it, but a girl can dream, right? I still have to finish my last assignment. I have to write about what I want in a school and list my top 15 choices for colleges. I should do that today....

Anyway, that's really all I had to say. Bye bye!

Love Lexie

PS. And some pictures because I like them!




hide

Yep. Interesting title. But we are getting down to the fun stuff! lol Or at least I think it's fun!

First off, my Last Quarter movie came today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yey!!! Of course, I have already seen it.....lol You see, I ordered it, but then I found out it was at Hastings all along!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I bought that copy for Patricia because I owed her money and I couldn't wait to watch it! I felt so stupid! Lol! I should have looked there first! It was 4 dollars cheaper too! And you don't have to wait! But, Oh well. Sexiest movie ever!!!!!!!!!! I love Adam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and Tomoki is so cute too!!!!!!!! It makes me sad!!!! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Not to mention, if Cape of Storms didn't give me chills already, it definitely does now........Not to mention HYDE's English accent! woa! He's trying an English accent! hahahah! I think he had a hard time so they said "Here, have a bottle of alcohol so you can at least pull off a drunk English accent! So, there he is playing a drunk Japanese man with and English accent! It's hilarious!!!!!! I DOn't give a DAMN abOUT appearance..... I don't like music that doesn't stick in my HEAD!" muhahahahah. Ok, sorry!

I am now a licensed driver! Muyahahahahhaahhahh! Beware!!!!!! Keep clear of the streets! I got my license Wednesday! We had made an appointment. It was scary! First we had to run and get my mom's signature at work because they didn't tell us we needed it. then, when we were getting it signed, I looked at the dashboard and noticed that we were almost out of gas!!!! Good thing we had been early! I was so nervous! parallel parking was just as scary as I thought, but miraculously, I passed!!!!! I did it like 5 times, but she said she would take the first time because it would have been perfect had I started out closer to the other car! (little did she know that I was too far away from it because I was paranoid! I sideswiped my moms CRV the night before!!!! before my test!!!! OMG how ironic! Luckily all I did was take paint off my own mirror. But the paint got stuck on her car and I had to pay for the stuff to get it off...But that's not so bad...I could have paid with my life! X_X) I was also a little wide on my right turns apparently but OMG! It was so scary! they don't really say anything till the end when they say "You FAILED" or "You PASSED." It is a very traumatizing experience! lol

Alex, Sabrina, and I have decided to go healthy! hahah. Well, it all started out that Sabrina and I we're saying we should go running together. then later we got into flexibility. We want to be like GACKT! Muhahaha! we want to do the splits! Now I am really sore! they day before yesterday was really the first day. Alex came over to my house at like 9:30. Then I brought GREEN TEA and we went to wake up Sabrina. We went running at about 10:00. we didn't get very far, it was hot! But we exercised all day! we did some really lame belly dancing exercise videos! "Beautiful arms!" muhahahahahahahah. Yep. And we stretched a lot, ate a lot of rabbit food, and danced all day! Muhahaha. lame dancing! The scary part was when Sabrina got a mysterious allergic reaction! But she came back later and we danced till about midnight...Then they woke me up at 7:30 (!!!!!!) this morning to go running again and do more stretching. But other than that, today I worked on the work I am way behind on for the thing in LA and then I drove to Walmart with Caitlin to return the stuff I bought to get the paint off mom's car. The stuff ended up not working, so Mom bought something that did and that ended up being about 5 dollars cheaper! I bought new shirts and sock (hehe) and chocolate and say the McDolad's guy again along with two other REALLY hot Asians. but after all that I forgot to return the stuff! *doh* >< But this is the second time I have driven without a licensed driver and I was trusted with my sister's life this time! But we didn't die, so i guess that's a good sign. ^^

Lastly, I have read that HYDE had his belly button pierced, but I was never able to find a picture of it. But now I have PROOF!!! hehe

HYDE's Tummy: 
SEE?????? Proof!

Love Lex

PS. I went to see HP 5! It was cool! weee. yep! I am a dork! 

PPS: SKIN photo shoot! OMG! It's so hot! Yoshiki looks so pretty! I love his hair! he definitely does not look 41. O-o And Miyavi's hair! and his pink nail polish! muhahahahahahahah! Gackt is being adorable!!! And I can just tell Miyavi is itching to do fan service with all of them! It's so funny! Here:  
Photoshoot

PPPS: I discovered I love this Miyavi song: Onpu no Tegami!!! It's so pretty! 

PPPPS: Last thing- OMFFFG! This is the Larku '94 tour and OMG! HYDE"s hair! He is so pretty!
94Tour

PPPPPS Patricia and I went down main street and we went into Cactus Records....it's a weird place, but I found some glasses thta look like Hide glasses! I need to go back and get them!

Mini Golf!

  • Jul. 14th, 2007 at 8:53 PM
kiss
I never ended up taking my driving test on the 6th. We went to the Driver's license Station and sat there for about an hour. Then, right wen we were in there, they changed their policy. They came up to the room of waiting people and said, "I'm sorry, but the rules have been changed. Now you have to have an appointment." Nobody was happy. But Karen gave Sabrina, Alex, Patricia and I a ride to the mall. I don't remember a lot of what we did because I was still a bit sleep deprived. We found Cameo hats at Lids. CAMEO Jumpsuits!! Hide!!!!  Alex and I thought that was pretty cool. And then Alex and I took pics of us being ninjas in Claire's haah. We had ice cream and then we played with the singing cards in B&N. Chicken Dance! "Everybody was kung foo fighting!!!!" Bad to the Bone! Disney Songs! "Once Upon A Dream!" Yep. That was fun. We also played with more musical cards in Hallmark! and these little buttons that you could press and they made sound that were to keep on your desk. There were ones for things like gloating and such with appropriate songs, but our favorite was "force field." It made Star Wars noises. Haha. And you know those machines where it shows the CD cover and you can press the buttons to hear songs off the CD's? We played with that. I think we annoyed the Hallmark people. lol. But after this we all finally played mini golf!!! It was so fun! I made one hole-in-one, but sometimes it took me 7 times to get it in. X_X Then we played table hockey. that game is scary! But fun! I love it! I want one for my house. I kept hitting into my own goal though.....

Love lex

Boxers, Boxes, and the McDonald's Guy

  • Jul. 14th, 2007 at 8:04 PM
piano
Wow, I have not been keeping up to date at all! O-o Well, I guess i'll just go in order then. I will do a couple entries because they are long. Ok, here we go....
First off, I had a really interesting day the day after Gackt's birthday (July 4th).

I came home around from my dad's after having dropped Alex off. I didn't fall asleep for a long time either, but my mom said, you're taking your driving test tomorrow (which ended up not happening >.<) so you should sleep if you're tired. I didn't think I was and just decided to watch TV, but I did end up falling asleep anyway. X_X Then all of a sudden my mom was knocking on the door. I was so out of it that I jumped up, thinking I was late for SCHOOL! Oh dear. Then she handed me the phone and it was Sabrina who asked me if she and Alex could come over...Alex had come back to Bozeman which would have surprised me more if I had not been so out of it. They actually showed up like a second later..they just decided to call at the last minute. hehe. But when they came upstairs, apparently, I was quickly stuffing anything I could get my hands on into a bag (and I mean anything, I found candles in it later, along with an assortment of other really random things), thinking I had to be somewhere. I didn't really make much sense for a few minutes. But when I finally started thinking strait. I realized that they had come and Alex had brought a huge jug of GREEN TEA! hahahah. She hadn't slept at all. And in this state that we were in, we all decided to go to Walmart! We bought chocolate and then we went to the McDonalds because they was a REALLY REALLY hot Asian working there. Alex and I couldn't even order. So, rollin=g her eyes at us the whole time, Sabrina did it for us. Lol. Despite the fact she does not like J-rock at all, Sabrina has become really into looking like Mana ^^ ever since we told her she looked like him (And that is a compliment..^^). That's the other reason we were there, buying mana makeup. A few days earlier, she actually tried on my costume from Halloween. On that day these guys walked past the window and she did an evil laugh. Then they mooned us X_X Being really hyper we chased them a little down the street shouting things about Gackt at them. They were a little scared. We looked like idiots but who cares? Anyway, she looks freakishly like Mana with makeup...it's disturbing...like sitting next to Mana. In fact, the night before last, I was hanging out at their house and then Sabrina came in the room and turned off the light and scared us because she acted like Mana. Anyway, after McDonalds, we went to Music on main which was actually pretty lame. hahaha. LAME LAME LAME! Ok, sorry. Inside Joke. Anywho, we kinda scared Michael. We ran up and hugged him and Marshall when they first arrived. But, that's not what scared them. I think me and Alex were still really sleep deprived. they left for a while and then when they came back they asked us to go to the park. When we got there, they left again, but Alex and I had found a box on the way there. We wanted to sit in it like Miyavi (Sleep Deprivation!!!), but it was barely big enough for one person. We also decided to run around in out boxers and we played on the slides. we got some strange looks. Alex was sitting in the box and I was on the ground next to her when these eighth graders came up. They said, " Is that box fun?"  They were laughing at us. Then on of them said, "Hey, I know you!"
Alex: "No you don't"
Stupid butt heads: "No, you're Caitlin's sister right?"
Me:"Yes."
S.B.H.: "You guys are stoned out of your minds...give us alcohol.
Me: "We don't have any alcohol."
S.B.H.: "You guys are stoned off your asses...I am gonna call Caitlin and tell her!"
 
Which he did even though he's not her friend, but she didn't really believe him. Of course, we were completely clean....just little sleep deprived.....maybe a little high off Fabreeze? I also saw a guy who had perfect Miyavi hair, but I didn't get a chance to tell him so. Sabrina and Michael came back and we yelled at them because we were a little mad. But then Michael gave us hugs and we forgave him. haha he's not such a bad guy. He and Sabrina are so cute together. 

Wow. I hope that makes sense. 
Love Lex

One Last Thing...

  • Jul. 8th, 2007 at 2:20 AM
hyde
*PATENT*

OK, sorry but I have one more thing. I am going to change the name of my journal for a while. However, I use "Until I Wake From Shallow Sleep..." almost everywhere. That's probably my most common alias...it's just who I am. kind of like my friend Sakura!!! She will always be Sakura and therefore it would just be really weird if I used that name. So I am just letting my close friends know that I am kind of putting a patent of sorts (is that what you call it?) on the journal name because I will probably go back to it after a while. Don't ask...I'm weird. ^^ I guess I am kind of attached to the name now! Thank you HYDE for the beautiful song! it has remained and probably will remain of my favorite songs ever! I don't know why, but I really connected with that one! OK, sorry for my insane ramblings I am going to bed now...really this time! :)

Love, Lexie


"Confusion rules this shifting age
And uproar fills the town
My thoughts of you are drowning in the noise
How could you know?
Why should you know me
?" -HYDE, A Drop of Colour

My weird but loveable family...

  • Jul. 8th, 2007 at 1:47 AM
miyavi
OK, I feel slightly more sane now! I decided I would get all the built out insanity...well, most of it ;)...out in one entry and then write another one for what happened today! 
Anywho, Yesterday (Well, I guess now it was the day before yesterday! ^^) I got a baby-sitting job from one of my sister Barbie's friends. Her name was Tia and she was really nice! She has two adorable blond little girls, Nene and Clara. Nene is 2. I can't remember exactly how old Clara is...between 5-7? I am bad with ages. Anyway, they were great. I am really happy because I think I may have a permanent job with them for a while! ^^ Then after I finished baby-sitting at like 12:00 am, I went to Patricia's for a sleep over. It sounds crazy, I know, but we really wanted to do it for some reason. We were hungry and we didn't want to use the stove, so we ate strawberries with peanut butter on them! Haha. Then we chilled together in the morning while the Direct TV guys set up their dish. Yep. 
Anywho, I came home, ranted about SKIN in my earlier entries, and then went to my niece Coral's Birthday Party. She turned 12. She's sweet. She got a ferret for her birthday and all the kids were excited about that. There were a bunch of little kids running about. There were the babies, Marie and Clara, Morgan (my nephew and corals brother; he's 7), Lea's boyfriend's kids, Asia (What a cool name!) who's 7, Valerie who's 10 (I think...), and their brother Drake (I don't know how old he is...). They are an energetic bunch. Asia drew me a bunch of pictures, she and Drake spent a lot of time trying to tackle me (haha X_X), and Valerie talked to me quite a lot about her Harry Potter book of spells (^^) and everything from my hobbies to sushi and Japan. I like her. She's quite a talker, but she tries very hard to be mature. that's probably who she talked to me so much and why she was so interested in my life. She's a bright girl. Morgan was kind of grumpy and threw a few temper tantrums. but other than that, we watched High School Musical: The Concert (Corbin Blue!!! haha), all ate Pickle Barrel sandwiches (which are delicious but even the halves of the sandwiched are HUGE) and a delicious homemade cake of Laura's and Lea's homemade strawberry ice cream, and then we played with some of Corals presents (well, for me it was just the Floam...that stuff is weird...). Anyway, All the sisters, mark, and all the kids are coming over for Pizza tomorrow! That's a lot of people (17 I think?). Yes, my family is weird.

Love Lexie

PS. This really is a sad song!!!!! I am listening to "The Little Girl" by John Michael Montgomery and it is making me sad...:'(

PPS I am going to the Caribbean (over Christmas I think??)!!!! I don't really like the idea of being away at Christmas, but it's still exciting!!! And tropical heat is not the same as desert heat. RED ROCK X_X lol

*Edit: July 9, 2007 Everyone came over for pizza! It was insane, but before that Lea took us shoe shopping! I got two knew pairs of flats (cameo and plaid!) and some cool sandals. But the cameo shoes gave me really bad blisters because they were new...I am still recovering! (July 14, today, the day I am really behind in journaling! haha). Anyway, what I have to say about pizza night: many kids, ferrets, many family pictures, babies covered in watermelon and sparkling cider, House of Flying Dagger's, and a sleep deprived Alexis punching Cait in the head. It was hectic but fun. ^^

My Fourth of July

  • Jul. 8th, 2007 at 1:19 AM
emergency staircase
Hehe! Icon...."emergency staircase!!!!!"

OK, I know this is a little late, but this is how mt Fourth went. It was pretty good. My sisters Brbie and Laura and my baby nieces Clara and Marie came to visit. They are so cute!! They are learning to walk and it is adorable. Clara never really learned to crawl. She just kind of sits on her but and scoots(We call it her inch worm thing)and she has trouble walking, but she can run just fine! ^^ Marie seems to be an expert little walker. She just dives right in and if she falls, it doesn't seem to faze her. She just gets back up and keeps on going. Anyway, then they took the babies back to put them to bed. They picked up Alex on the way back b/c she had nothing to do for the fourth. My sister had two friends over...They went four-wheeling for a while and were really late coming back...it kinda scared us...my mom was mad. Apparently they ran into a fence, but they are not about to tell my mom that. Anyway, I think everyone was a little weirded out by me and alex but, oh well....that's life.....They actually aimed those little tiny tank fire works at us. They made fun of us for hiding behind our soda cans too. Hey! We lit off some smoke bombs and one fire cracker each! Give us a brake! lol. I also lit of one of those little showering firework thingies...yea. alex and I stayed up all night and i have been paying for it since. I don't know when I will finally catch up on sleep. It probably would help if I didn't do these late night journal entries. haha ^^ Yea, we danced a bunch and sprayed a lot of fabreeze.......lol can u get high of that stuff? and we ate this old christmas candy and WAY to many Coca Colas (We thought we might go diabetic X_X) while listening to gackt and malice mizer....Now every time I hear illuminati I think "happy holidays from malice mizer" a silly inside joke that formed from the sleep deprivation and the old candy....oh and guess what? that stoner song from Moon Child...the one that plays when Shinji is getting high? The guy who plays SON, Wang lee Homm, actually sings that!!! Isn't that messed up!???????? Apparently, He wrote it when he was young as he told it in the Moon Child Making of ^^ And he was very surprised that this song had been chosen 'cause he didn't like it O_ô It's so weird I always imagined a scary old guy singing that song, but it's son....and he's kinda hot X_X well anyway, we listened to that song like a thousand times b/c we were acting so high....now we kinda like it it makes us laugh.....hahahahhahaha ok sleep deprivation X_X We also went outside at like 5 in the morning to grab more soda and w got chased by my dad's big evil geese...it was scary....Then we went out at like 7 am and got a box (which was too small by the way) and tryed to be like Miyavi in the feild...but it didn't really work out, so we left it there. We also tried to be LM.C and be chased by the geese, but that didn't really happen either. We ended up dancing like idiots and sitting in the shade...in the dirt...with the dogs....hahahahah sorry for typos...I think my brain is broken!

PS Celery and green tea!!!!!!
PPS Geese!
PPPS Hats!
PPPPS Million Dollar Art! hahahahaha
PPPPPS "Happy Holidays!"
PPPPPPS fire works *shudder* tanks!
PPPPPPPS Fabreeze! muhahahahahahah
PPPPPPPPS "Last Night..."

Love,
Lexie

"Oooooh! Fan Service!
*sparkle sparkle*"

SKIN Live at Anime Expo!!!!

  • Jul. 7th, 2007 at 2:57 PM
♥Meevs ♥
Yoshiki, Gackt, Miyavi (nice sweat pants miyavi ^^)
OMFGackt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SEX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Nice boots!!!!!


I am Gackto!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Worship Me!!!!!

OMFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFg! makeup!!!! nail Polish!!!!!
Piano God!!!!!!!!!



Miyavi!!!
I think Miyavi is having a litltle too much fun.........

Love the sweat pants!!!!!!

Ju-Ken is in front on bass (from gacktJob) but LOOK AT MIYAVI!!!!! He's all like "Ahhh! He's stealing my spot light! Jerk!"...hehe Miyavi's tummy!!!


Ju-ken Jamming out!
Ju-ken
Yoshiki! nice pants...
The piano says kawai!!!!!!!!!!!


Yoshiki
Yoshiki!!!!! SKIN's happy
Sugizo!!!!!! head banging

Sugizo having fun
SKIN....Miyavi, Gackt and Yoshiki playing a piano duet

Miyavi and Gackt

Miyavi and Gackt....looks like miyavi's gonna kiss him......the day that happens I will die! ^^
gackt (left) and miyavi (right) dancing togther! that's still so weird....
Miyavi and Gackt...I love gackts pants haha 

SKIN has an official site and it's so cool! I love the intro to the site; it's awsome!!! and I like the eyes...they blink....MIYAVI...
OK, you won't know what I am talking about unless you check it out. It's skin-online.net I think.......and Gackt's website's url has been changed to Gackt.com! hahahaha, so much easier! weeeee. Yea...he added new stuff too. Check it out. 
bye bye <3
Lexie

Death and Rebirth

  • Jul. 7th, 2007 at 2:21 PM
♥Meevs ♥
One of my favorite HYDE photo shoots off all time! ^^ I don't know when it was from or the name, but I call it the "Death and Rebirth" photoshoot. I like it because it tells a story! :)
Anyway, there are a lot of pictures and photobucket hates me....so here's a link to my photobucket: 


Death&Rebirth
gackt
Happy Birthday Gackt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Right now I am dancing around insanely to Vanilla in your honor!!!!! Weeeee! Woo Hoo! Hopefully I don't wake anybody up...hehe



 


 

OMG! He has a nose!

  • Jul. 3rd, 2007 at 4:19 PM
♥Meevs ♥
OMG! Reita really does have a nose under there! ^^ I found this pic of him that I think is from before he was famous. So cute ^O^
 
 
 Who knew?

Last Quarter

  • Jul. 3rd, 2007 at 2:52 PM
♥Meevs ♥
I just ordered a movie HYDE was in called Last Quarter -Kagen no Tsuki. The film is based off an anime. Anyway in the film, HYDE plays a character named Adam. He's a ghost and he is soooooooooooooooooo sexy...Oh, and BTW he's MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hiss* lol JK. Hahahahaha

~Plot Summary~
Taken from the back cover of the US release's case:Do you believe in love after death?
On the eve of her 19th birthday, Mizuki (Kuriyama) doesn't have a lot to celebrate about. Her mother recently committed suicide, her stepfamily bothers her, her boyfriend has been cheating on her and her best friend has betrayed her. Hurt and disillusioned, Mizuki runs from everything and is drawn by some unknown force to a dilapidated estate. Deep within the house Mizuki discovers the mysterious Adam (Hyde), playing a hauntingly familiar melody on the guitar. Melancholy and full of secrets, it seems that Adam, and the house, have a strange, irresistible link to Mizuki. Can Mizuki's boyfriend and a couple of well-meaning schoolchildren uncover the secret of what happened 19 years ago and free Mizuki before the last quarter of the moon falls?
 

The song from the movie is actually "Cape of Storms" he made the PV for the movie, so I recognized a few scenes in the movie from the PV. At one point in the beginning of the movie the girl was playing "Cape of Storms" on the piano and I was like "What?"

I was watching part of the film on Youtube before I ordered it. WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Hyde is sooooooo beautiful!!!!!!! No one should be allowed to be that beautiful!!! OMG! My heart can't take it!!!!!!!!!! He's my soul mate and he lives so far away!!!!! , Adam!!!!! OMG.and he's kind of emo too....it's hot......OMG! And I can't decide if I like HYDE better as a blond vampire or a sexy ghost...it's that good!!!!!! Haha. Before Moon Child HYDE thought he couldn't act. he almost didn't do Moon Child because he thought he would ruin it! Haha! Yea right! I could not see anyone else in the role of Kei. At first I didn''t understand why Gackt didn't put himself in the lead. That seems like something he would do. But now I understand. he knew what he was doing! HYDE was amazing! And he is just as amazing, if not even better, in this movie! The only thing that could have been better is actually seeing more of HYDE in the movie. I think if you add it all up, HYDE is in the movie for about a total of eight minutes, but whenever he is on the screen, his acting is perfect! He makes the perfect Adam! I can't wait for my movie to come!

Sorry about the minor rambling, but I love HYDE!!!!!!
*hyperventalating*
*smashing head on desk*
Love Lexie

 HYDE as Adam

PS I have been watching a lot more L'arc en Ciel lately. I did not used to like some of his older styles in L'arc because I thought it was girly. But I know better now. I love Blurry Eyes. He looks like he's wearing a dress but it looks sexy.......lol I also really like the Killing Me PV. However, my favorite is still Driver's High! He's so sexy in that one! It's so cute when he acts bad ass ^^ Also I think Tetsu and Yukihiro are really adorable!!!

PPS Donna left Monday!!!!!! I'm so sad! She is so nice! And has many of the same obsessions as I do. It was actually her friend Peter (He worked on the committee at the Anime Expo) who told us all the stuff about S.K.I.N.'s debut and the convention.

He's baaaaaaaack!!!!

  • Jul. 3rd, 2007 at 1:46 PM
♥Meevs ♥
    Muahahahahahahhahahahaha! Gackt is back! Malice Mizer Gackt is back! Hallelujah!!!!!! I was watching the clips on Youtube and he was wearing black eye shadow!!!! AND black NAIL POLISH! *Screams* Thank you God!!!!!! Just the other day I was like "If Gackt starts wearing nail polish again I will die!" *Dies* OMG! OK, sorry. Hehe ^^ Also, his dancing looked like his Mizerable/Vanilla dancing! He is such a man whore!  And his clothes!!!! Not to mention, his hair was extremely sexy.....kind of a mini mohawk...it looked like HYDE's hair. hehe *wink* 

    OMFFFFFFFG! Life is so unfair and cruel! I wish I was there!!!!!! he was actually dancing and singing with Miyavi! OMG! It is the weirdest thing! I really expected them to kill each other on stage. But no, they were SINGING together! The just look so weird next to each other. It turns out Gackt brought his current bassist for Gackt Job, Ju-Ken, to be on bass in SKIN, but by the way they said it, it sounds like he's not permanent. I guess we will have to see. 

*NOTE* OK. Now this is information I got from a different source. It is not from me!!!! I am not so sure it's true now, but at the time that I wrote it, I truly did believe it. Sorry I am such a crazy fan girl. I was not trying to fool anyone, so I am very sorry for any misunderstandings other fans may have had from reading my journal. So, the following information may or may not be true (I am starting to doubt it myself because of the whole Larku tour deal), so you can just think of it as fan fiction of sorts. It would have been funny if it truly happened


    I really want to hear what SKIN's music will sound like???? I hope Gackt keeps the style he had at the concert!!!!! So hot! I wonder how long they will last?????? Hmmmm. I hope long enough to go on tour around America in the net year or so, so I can stalk them....hehe *evil grin* I will be able to too because I am getting my licensee Thursday! I know, finally right?

    Anyway, I am very upset I missed all this! I wanted to see them so bad! I bet you are all thinking the same thing. I know, life is cruel and unfair.....and hey, my soul mate is married to another woman! How is your day? 

Love, Lexie

PS HYDE!!!!!!! I love you!!!!!!!!!!

PPS Happy Almost Birthday Gackto San!!!!!! (his birthday is tomorrow, the Fourth of July!!!!! Hehe! You think we set fireworks off to celebrate America's independence, but no, we really do it for Gackt! Hahaha)

 

Cassis

  • Jul. 2nd, 2007 at 1:15 PM
♥Meevs ♥

I love the video for "Cassis" by The GazettE!!!! It is sooo beautiful! I love Ruki in that song! and I also love that you see a lot more of Reita, unlike in a lot of other PV's. He's so mysterious ^^ Maybe he's camera shy..... :) 



Anyway, it's such a beautiful song!!!!! I love the lyrics! So here they are (note: the words in italics are the words Ruki actually sings in english i the song ^^):

~Cassis~

Repeatedly as always, I only caused you grief as always
I must have even hurt you too. I remain unable to move
Why does your touch pain me so?

Surely it's because I was afraid of repeating history and losing you

We wiped away unforgettable days by nestling close together
You held my hand without any questions

Even if your feelings grow distant tomorrow
Surely my love will remain unchanged
Even I pass from your heart tomorrow
Surely my love will remain unchanged
I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to future in which you are ...

Along with the painful things - almost to the point of forgetting -
I'm thinking of you
The more I count the nights on which we don't meet,
Anxiety grows in my chest
Collecting different types of loneliness; please don't cry alone
No matter how far apart we are, let's go on believing in each other

I want to remain smiling like this somehow
Without hurting you
Those emotions that had faded away with time,
I don't want to feel them again

Even if your feelings grow distant tomorrow
Surely my love will remain unchanged
Even I pass from your heart tomorrow
Surely my love will remain unchanged
Please have eyes only for me
Please don't let go of my hand
I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together; to future in which you are…


Meet S.K.I.N.

  • Jun. 23rd, 2007 at 2:00 PM
♥Meevs ♥
Yea, if Gackt and Miyavi don't kill each other on stage first! In the last band Miyavi was in (back when he was still known as "Miyabi." Haha! He thought he could pull a fast one on us did he? He thought he could trick us by changing the "b" to a "v!" But we were too quick for him! Haha! OK, sorry), he was known for randomly screaming during live performances(The band was Dué le Quartz and he was the guitarist). That was fine then, but I don't know if that will go over so well with Gackt. Gackt and Miyavi are extremely different musicians and people. I think the only thing the have in common is that they are both J-rock Gods. Why did Gackt and Yoshiki choose Miayvi as their guitarist? Well, I think it is for exactly that reason. S.K.I.N. (the name of the new band) is a super band (hopefully and probably for becoming famous outside Asia). They are all j-rock Gods. Miyavi was obviously chosen because he is a god of guitar, one of the best! The band will give its debut at the Anime Expo convention in Long Beach, California on June 29, 2007.

Here's a little thing I put together for everyone because I was bored (Yes, I have no life):
 
Meet S.K.I.N.

~Yoshiki~
YoshikiMeet Yoshiki

     Yoskiki is kind of the one who connects all J-rockers. Not literally, but he's huge. Yoshiki Hayashi is a musician, songwriter and producer. He is primarily known for CO-founding the popular rock band X Japan, for which he played drums and piano, along with writing most of the music. X Japan was one of the biggest and most influential bands in Japan and almost single-handedly started the Visual kei movement. Yoshiki formed X Japan with vocalist Toshimitsu "Toshi" Deyama in 1982. Four years later, he founded his own independent label, Extasy Records, in order to issue the band's music The group broke up in 1997 but releases of arranged material and reissues continue until today. Aside from his work with the group, Yoshiki has also collaborated with several noted artists such as Queen drummer Roger Taylor, Beatles producer George Martin, and various others. As a producer, he has provided several bands with first time recording contracts through Extasy Records, i.e. Luna Sea, Glay and Zi:Kill. Yoshiki remains active as a producer, i.e. for the bands Dir en grey and TRAX and has also briefly joined the pop band Globe. More recently, he has helmed the J-Rock Revolution festival in Los Angeles, California (I was so mad I am going to miss that) during which his participation in the upcoming supergroup Skin was announced.
 
~Gackt~
Meet gackt
 
    We already know Gackt is a J-rock God. In fact, many of us argue he is THE J-rock god. Hehe. Gackt Camui is a musician, songwriter and actor. He is best known for his work with Malice Mizer and his subsequent career as a successful solo artist. In 1995, Gackt joined Malice Mizer as the group's vocalist, lyricist and pianist. (Gackt is actually a multi-instrumentalist, playing various instruments, including the piano, guitar, saxophone, almost every conceivable traditional Japanese instrument known to man, and maybe some others I can't think of off the top of my head. The man is amazing!) Fan base and record sales grew substantially over the following years and the band became known for its distinct visual kei theme, with elaborate costumes, on-stage scenery and theatrics. After two albums, Gackt left the group though, citing an unfulfilled desire for more creative control over the group's compositions, as opposed to just writing the lyrics Gackt launched his solo career on May 12, 1999 with the release of the EP Mizerable. Several albums (I think he has done something crazy like 13 albums or something like that! Don't quote me on that though), singles and videos (on VHS and DVD) have since followed. Gackt's music has also been featured as theme songs for animes and video games multiple times, such as New Fist of the North Star, Texhnolyze, Bujingai and Dirge of Cerberus: Final Fantasy VII. He has also provided voice acting, motion capturing and his likeness for such works on several occasions and co-wrote and costarred in the 2003 movie Moon Child, which also features Hyde (who was also the vocalist of L'Arc~en~Cie and MINE!!!! *hiss* mine!) and Taiwanese-American singer Wang Lee Hom. In the same year, Gackt published his autobiography, Jihaku. For Caparison Guitars, he has designed two guitars, named "Marcury" and "Venus". Since January 7, 2007, Gackt has been playing the warlord Uesugi Kenshin in the NHK drama Fūrinkazan. Gackt's most recent solo release is the single "Returner ~Yami no Shuen~", released on June 20, 2007 and before that "No ni Saku Hana no Youni" on February 7, 2007. 

~Miyavi~
Meet Miyavi 
 
    For those of you who don't know Miyavi, be warned...he's insane!!!!! But we love him! Miyavi is a solo rock artist and former guitarist (under the name Miyabi) for the visual kei indies band Dué le quartz, which disbanded in 2002. In the same year, Miyabi announced that he was going solo, changed his name to Miyavi, and released his debut album "gagaku" He soon signed a contract with PS Company (Peace and Smile music) along with other artists such as Alice Nine, Kagrra, Gazette, and Kra. His first major album, "【雅-miyavizm-主義】", was released in June 2005. (NOTE: He now credits himself in the song writing credits in his liner notes as "MYV"). Miyavi's significant change in music and visual styles since leaving Dué le quartz caused many of his original audience to disperse, but attracted a new audience. Miyavi also starred as himself in the 2004 film "Oresama" and is regularly featured in various J-Rock magazines. In the past he has modeled in the Gothic & Lolita Bible and for various brands such as the clothing line Fotus.
Though "Miyavizm" holds the intense rock sound Miyavi was known for during his early career, after the album's release Miyavi began experimenting with different types of music. Miyavi now has four full length alblums so far and none are very alike at all. He is so crazy and does new stuff all the time! Everything for softer and more romantic to rock/metal sounding to, well, completely insane! He loves being able to do his own stuff. He has said he loves being a solo artist because he can be so creative. So, although he is joining the band, he has said he wishes to continue his solo career as well if possible because he is as he says "selfish." Awww! He's so cute! I don't think that is called selfishness Miyavi, I think that is just being an amazing musician who loves what he does! I hope he continues his solo career. Miyavi is also known for his extreme hair styles! He has been called the man who changes his hair everyday! I truly think that Miyavi just really loves what he does and really loves to have fun because he is always doing new and crazy things. He also really seems to love his fans.

~Sugizo~
Meet Sugizo
 
    The fourth member of SKIN is Sugizo. With strains of Japanese-Chinese and Japanese-German flowing within his blood, and dominant musical influences from both of his parents, he started life with an unusual background and an exceptional talent. At age three he was trained on the violin. Sugizo also taught himself the guitar, and then began playing bass in a high school band named Pinnochio. The internal structure of Pinnochio was not cohesive, however, and soon Sugizo and his friend and the drummer Shinya Yamada left Pinnochio to join up with rival bandmembers J and Inoran. With the addition of Ryuichi Kawamura, the vocalist from the band Slaughter, the five formed the Visual Kei rock unit "Lunacy". With J already a bass player, Sugizo switched to the electric guitar, and as Inoran preferred to play rhythm guitar, he became Lunacy's lead guitar (and invented his familiar stage name). Soon enough they were scouted out by one hide of X Japan fame and signed to Extasy Records. The band's name was then changed to "Luna Sea." Throughout the course of Luna Sea's joint career, they became one of the most beloved bands in all of Japan, China, and Taiwan, and gained many Western fans as well. Sugizo in particular became a female fan-favorite, being something of a narcissist and very aware of his public sexuality, and through his leather-and-lace stage costumes and flamboyant persona came to acquire the media's nickname of "The Walking Porn." However, with the birth of daughter Luna in 1996, Sugizo's image mellowed considerably; although upon the death of mentor Hide, he dyed his hair bright pink again as a tribute to his fellow guitarist. While with Luna Sea, Sugizo played the guitar and violin, although over the years he has learned many other instruments as well. Since the group's dissolution in 2000, Sugizo has incorporated many of these other talents into his solo works. He also tried his hand at acting and appeared in the art-fantasy film "Soundtrack" with Kou Shibasaki, besides writing and performing its evocative score. His love of rock music has not been forgotten, however, despite Sugizo's expressed desire to be remembered as more of a poetic singer/songwriter "like Bob Dylan" than a sexually aggressive, androgynous rock star. In past years he has formed and performed in a number of rock units, including Sugizo & The Spank Your Juice, with which he wrote a number of scathing antiwar songs condemning injustice and the politicians who greedily pursue money instead of peace. More recently, Sugizo has joined forces with young Japanese vocalist Yuna and created The FLARE. 

The GazettE

  • Jun. 6th, 2007 at 10:35 PM
♥Meevs ♥
Well, over the summer I am going to be doing a bit of a news letter type thing for myself and my fellow J-rock obsessed friends. My first subject is going to be The Gazette. I love them. I just recently discovered that i liked their music but now I am a little obsessed. ^^

~The Gazette~
 

From left to right: Uruha (guitar), Reita (bass), Ruki (Vocals), Kai (drums), and Aoi (guitar)


~The Band~

This is Uruah:
 

Hahhahahahahhaah! I finally remembered Uruha's name! hahahahahah! ok, sorry. *ah hem* He's pretty damn sexy. Love his hair in "Reila."


This is Reita:


No wonder I love Reita so much! He is the bassist! A sexy sexy bassist!
Oh! And his birthday was on May 27th! Happy Birthday Reita!!!!!


Ruki:
 

He's pretty sexy. I love his voice!! and his hands and eyes are so pretty in "Reila!!!!!!" 


Kai:


He is so cute!!!!! kawaii!!!!!!!!! ^^


Aoi:


Now Aoi is definitely sexy!!!!!!! OMG! He is a bit of a man whore, tends to tease his fan girls. Lol. But we love him anyway!!! I want his outfit in "Reila!!!" it is so damn sexy! i want it!!!!!   

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~Reila~

And this video you keep hearing me talk about, "Reila?"
I was looking up some of their PV's and I came across it! I love it! It is so beautiful! And quite sad. 

Here is a link to it:
Reila

Here also is a translation of the lyrics: